【Session Report】If only my father had died...(1)

The client is a very pretty woman with sparkling eyes and a pair of eyes. Her smile could raise the earth several dimensions. She has such a beautiful smile.

In this session, I propose a trip to search for "hidden traumas in the mind.

It was when I suddenly asked her about her family.

I could see that his parents were always concerned about her future and her daily activities.... 

"I want to keep my distance from my father." "I think everyone would be relieved if my father died." She said.The smile on his face was replaced by a sense of distrust and fear toward her father in her downcast eyes.

The "darkness" in her heart was about to come to the surface.

"Not overprotection, but overinterference. 

And even though he was over-interfering, he was still patronizing, saying, "I'm doing so much for you! "He was so condescending. And yet, he was arrogant, not only verbally abusive.... I can't tell you how much I wanted to run away from this house...."

...... 

 In this session, I had to do a present life regression and return to my childhood, not a past life.

 ---If you feel it's too hard...we'll stop right away, just let me know." The client was calm, but still somewhat angry. Now, I guide her along.

The first thing she arrived at was a scene that the client, who had just given birth, had seen from her bed. There is a mother cutting green onions in the kitchen.

When she focused her attention on the mother, mother thought to herself.

"I am glad I didn't choose not to give birth," "I am glad I did. " and "I'm going to do whatever I can to protect this child.

When this couple was pregnant with their third child, they were worried that they might not be able to raise the child due to financial issues.

There is the option of "not having the baby"....

However, in order to help the young couple, their relatives extended all kinds of support, both financially and materially and emotionally.

And the father...

He had a job in hand and was working hard at his company, but at the time it just didn't fit. In order to support his family, he took a chance and left his job to become a salaried worker.

He dropped his older daughter off at daycare in the morning and went to a hospital for an internship during the day. At night, he went straight to school to study.

"Education is the foundation of life. I want my children to study hard in a good environment."

A father works hard day and night to provide for his three children, and the scene from that time unfolds.

He is so tired that he cannot even lift his shoulders, but he wants to support his family somehow. Every morning, he would wake up with feet so swollen that he couldn't walk, and with no relief from the fatigue.

"But somehow, I want to make things easier for my family in the future."

This is the only thought that echoes from the father's whipped and fatigued body. "I want to protect my family."

"Oh...I was loved by my father..." 

These were the words uttered by her, whose eyes were blurred by tears.

His father at that time was about the same age as the present her. 

It was the moment when she witnessed her father's clumsy love pouring down brilliantly as he lived desperately. (continued)