【Session Report】I trusted you. And you betrayed me.

"I put cinnamon in everything I drink!"

 The client responded with an open and easy smile. 

She is a media worker living in Tokyo with a beautiful smile.

This time, she said, "I always look at people I've dated with a cold eye, thinking that it's impossible or that I've given up on them from the beginning. 

So, even the people I've dated in the past have probably left me anyway, right? I think..."

This time we looked at when this view of giving up was influenced by her past life.

What a place to go down! It must be Ireland in the 7th-8th century. 

She was a very devoted monk (male) who spent his days praying to God. 

He sometimes did manuscripts and devoted his life to God.

But then the Vikings? s attacked the land, and it was a time of pillage and conquest. 

He continued to pray desperately to God. 

He prayed to God in a tower? and prayed to God for help.

In the end, in vain, he was captured by the Vikings, tortured, and executed.

He believed in God. 

There were many tortures, including boiling oil over his head.... 

He believed in God until the very end, and yet he was not spared and lost his life.

The strong feelings he had at that time seem to have remained with him until now. 

◆God has betrayed me ⇒ People will always betray me. 

◆God gave up on me ⇒ I will never be happy after all. 

It seems that this feeling of sorrow and despair at being betrayed had settled in his subconscious mind.

"What the hell is faith...? What faith...! "

Such frustration erupted.

The client cried for a while. 

--- What have you learned in this past life? ...

She weaves her words to give me her own view. 

"Wait a minute."

"Why did I not choose to run away? 

I could have run, I could have fought, I could have surrendered. 

 After all, hanging on to authority, I was at the mercy of fate because I had no thought."

'Hei, Ms. Akari, I can choose anything, can't I? 

Happiness or unhappiness. Everything is just a choice I make, isn't it?"

I felt as if something had been peeled off. 

Yes, that this world is what you choose to stand up in front of you. 

The client seemed to sense it😊.