【Session Report】If I get better, you will be gone from me, right?

This client, who lives in Tokyo, raised her three children by herself. She sometimes has the face of a mother: "My youngest is still preparing for high school entrance exams, so it's hard for me to settle down in my life.

The partner is actually her second twin flame. When she met her first twin flame, she thought, "This is the one!" but it seems that the real twin flame was the next person she met. Both of them had been single mothers and single fathers. When he was transferred to another city, their relationship quickly lost contact. The client was not in the least bit happy.

"I don't know why...he has suddenly stopped contacting me before. Is he playing with my heart...?" 

Twin Flames do not test or deceive their partners (no, basically they don't 😊) unless they have to. There must be a reason for his behavior towards her. In this case, we decided to go to a past life to look for that reason.

Well, the world she arrived at was a Japanese style house made of wood with a man standing in a long hakama. The man stood expressionless, adding what looked like a cigarette. But when I breathed on the man. He looked sad and told me, 

"My chest is painful." 

---Is there anyone in the room? There is a Japanese doll in glass."

However, the doll also seemed to be suffering from chest pains. It seemed that the doll was suffering from an illness. 

"Ah! I am the one who is ill! He is sad because I will die first."

The man was the client's fiancée. No matter how much he nursed her, she did not get better. She grew weaker day by day. She seemed to have tuberculosis, an epidemic disease at that time.

 "It is a wonder. My body is suffering, but my consciousness is not."

He nursed her desperately. He rubs her back and warms her feet while she cries. 

"Please don't go!" 

His earnest wish.

But then, the client suddenly says "

I didn't want to get better. If I got better, he would become a workaholic again and not come home. So, I always wished he was sick." 

She muttered, as if she were a bystander.

Another point was her belief that she was not happy unless she was physically with him all the time. She didn't want him to be away from her in any way.

---The two of you are together no matter where you are. Even if you don't hurt yourself, his consciousness always seems to be with you. What if you both could be happy in that state?

 'Yes, I think our current state is creating codependence. I am beginning to feel sorry for him as I watch. It is as if I am toying with him. I think it's abnormal to have a relationship where we are clinging to each other. I would like to have a healthier relationship with him." 

It seems that she was able to look at herself in a past life and get a calm bird's eye view.

The client felt refreshed after rewriting her subconscious mind. 

"I knew when I hugged him during our session. This warmth, this energy of his. He was always enveloping me, even when he wasn't with me. So I didn't have to be bound to his body anymore. I was afraid of losing him. So I wanted to continue being sick. But in the end, whether I was sick or not, he loved only me. I was relieved."

After that, she was able to calm down and say, "Just because he stopped contacting me separately is no big deal. "Then, strangely enough, the other party began to contact her frequently. She no longer had any doubts about him, and she began to have absolute trust in her partner. It seems that the partner would then want to "stand" with her.