【Session Report】Please never love me!!!!!!!!

This client this session is a woman with a beautiful smile who lives in the Tokyo area. 

She is a freelance worker with beautiful sparkling eyes. 

She had a silent and unreachable partner for more than a few years after meeting him. However, she said that even though she cannot see him, she feels his spirit is close to her, so she feels strangely not lonely. 

 --- But you still miss him, don't you?

 "Hmmm...I've gotten used to our current situation... I thought it would be okay if we were platonic anymore." 

--- I see. So, what shall we look at in your past life this time?

 "Why am I so cold...I am confident that we can be together if I go to see him myself." 

 Saying this, the client looks up to the sky and looks at her partner, who she does not know where he is. Akari wondered if she knew his contact information.... 

I feel that I am in a hypnotherapy session start. 

 ...a port town? Unloading from ships and imported pepper and spices are arriving rapidly. 

Are we in Spain? She is in a port town. 

She was a woman in this past life, about 21 years old, a very beautiful woman, good at flamenco. 

But the community she lives in is a small bar. She was a flamenco dancer who performed for sailors. 

 Beautiful red shoes...why is she wearing such expensive ones?

 She also wears a ruby bracelet on her arm. Let's see... rubies must have been an expensive gemstone from Brazil or something over there... why is she wearing such a thing?

 She wears a bright red flower that shines against her black hair, but she goes down the alleyway to the bar to avoid being seen. 

 ---Why are you in such a hurry? 

"I'm not supposed to meet him!" 

 In fact, there was a young man who kept going to her place of drinking, thinking of her so that no one would know. Both the ruby bracelet and the red shoes were apparently gifts from that young man. 

 The client suddenly begins to shed tears. 

'He is a nice aristocrat, someone who is totally out of my league. 

He still came to her, silently, to send his love. Every day. No matter how much she refused. 

 " Please don't love me! Never love me!!!!!!!!" 

She had a great complex about her birth and status. 

She was an orphan, raised in an orphanage, living on the bottom of the rung of society, and without education or dignity. And she has also used her sexuality as a tool to survive. 

But why does he love me like that? 

She was stuck in the pride of her own complex. 

"I'm not looking at you for your looks. I see a beautiful soul." 

He went to the speakeasy every day, yes, almost every day, with flowers and gifts. 

 It didn't matter to him what was attached to her. 

He loved her soul, her pure soul, with all his heart. The angelic tenderness when she smiled. The passion of the earth when she danced. Her depressed, raw, sincere heartbeat.... 

However, soon he was off to battle. 

In the battlefield where he went, he lost his life without ever being able to see her again. 

What she could not get rid of [her obsessive complex and pride], what she really wanted [his true love], which she could not receive even if she wanted to... 

She shed tears for a while because of her regret. 

Soon after the tears stopped, she looked down and said 

"I have always felt that I am not compatible with him. I'm divorced, and I'm much older than him. 

But he didn't care about that at all.  Actually, maybe I was the runner."

She wants to accept true love, but she can't. 

Actually, the wall called pride is the door to accept it... 

Later, the client has now opened that door and contacted him herself. The next stage for the two of you is about to begin😊.