Me Recently

In my mind, I alternate between the sorrow of not seeing him and the passion of wanting to see him. I am busy now with my lightwork work, and while counseling many women in separation periods, I sometimes feel that I am actually the one who needs healing the most. And that the reason I send out my messages on Instagram and Twitter is not only to send light to everyone and to share my love for him, but that I really want to heal myself. What is he doing now? What is he thinking about? Why doesn't he come back to Japan? Yesterday, for the first time in a long time, he appeared in my dream. I am still wishing for him to come true from my dream.