The First Day of Spring and Snow Moon, 2023 February.

February 4 is the first day of spring in the lunar calendar, the day when the energies of 2023 begin in earnest. And today is the full moon. The vibrations of the earth are getting higher and higher.

I may never hear from him again. Such anxiety is certainly there. Still, I have decided that even if he does not return to me, I will continue to live my life as a lightworker.

The ascension of the earth has begun, and we lightworkers have a big role to play. The twin flame is truly a great energy when two people become one. The universe, the earth, needs our energy of love. Twin Flames loving each other can contribute to the Earth, to the Universe, and make people happy... I am very happy to have had such a wonderful incarnation. I'm so glad my last incarnation on Earth was one where I learned to LOVE!

When I realized he was a twin flame, not only did I intuitively know, but I had the certainty that my soul "finally remembered". Several psychics said, "It really is a very, very deep connection. I'm so glad you met him in this life! But you know, his soul loves you much more". On the other hand, several psychics said, "He doesn't think of you at all. You'd better get out of that delusion as soon as possible."  I don't believe the latter, because my own intuition and soul "shook" and I chose this feeling.

Since I started working as a lightworker, I have recently had a strange feeling. I suddenly feel that I am him and he is me. And that his mental illness wife is also me, and I am also her.... Yes, this is the awareness that "our souls are originally one = oneness. " When I return to that, I am very often convinced that the universe is still nothing but love.

I will be very happy if he comes back to me. Because that is what the soul really wanted to come back to Oneness. But even if he doesn't come back, I am still me after all. I will cherish and love the "me that he did not return to me." If he does not return, I will end my earthly incarnation and we will never see each other again. He will have at least 26,000 more years of reincarnation on an earth full of 3rd dimensional fighting, hatred, sadness, and lots of negativity. I will return to a world of peace and tranquility forever. I think quietly, like this now, that it would still be okay. Because he too has free will. My soul sincerely wants to be with him, this is my free will. But he has his will. It is only ego to impose my thoughts on him. I will quietly wait for his choice.

However, since the twin flame has a major role in the ascension of the earth, I am sure that one day the universe will take charge and we will be together. Whether that will be a year from now or just before we die...I will have to leave that to the universe.

I have seen twin flame couples who have gotten married or started co-creating together. They were suddenly together in a way that was truly impossible. That was just a realm beyond our human knowledge, the universe calling the shots. Because the universe really needs the light of the twin flames. It is the same as the light of the starseeds is needed for the earth ascension. We have come to this earth in our last incarnation for that purpose.

He will realize that in his manifest consciousness one day. His soul is already aware. Now we just have to see how he can transform himself from his masculine thinking that only thinks logically... I will watch him with hope for his soul's growth. 

The universe is nothing but love. 

I certainly do not see him now. But even this situation is "okay" and "to be able to recognize my imperfection as perfection" is soul study on earth. I am still doing my soul study and continuing my lightworker activities.